asmr grwm | why i have been gone


Been Ben
Been Ben

Im on tears now because l know exct whats like really especially when people see as happy person who has everything but they have no idea how missed up I wich you aaaall the best and to feel better try to see people who are worse than you for exemple I want to have make up but I can't afford it

Vor 19 Stunden
izziepetkiewiczz
izziepetkiewiczz

I seriously feel like we'd be best friends. We're the same age, have the same interests, and both struggle with depression. I hope you know that your mental health is more important than anything.

Vor Tag
Paloma Craft
Paloma Craft

Girl take as much time off as you want. Just know we are supporting you.☺️

Vor 5 Tage
Taylah Moore
Taylah Moore

Tbh I would watch you even if you weren’t doing ASMR

Vor 6 Tage
Julia Swanson
Julia Swanson

Where’s ur beauty blender from?

Vor 8 Tage
Be Truthful
Be Truthful

Ommggg I love you so much 💞💞and I just wanted to say I’m very sorry that u are going through some things right now but I hope the best for u 🧡❣️😩💞

Vor 8 Tage
Dina Pineda
Dina Pineda

Stay strong, girls power

Vor 8 Tage
drew thomason
drew thomason

Stay close and keep hanging with your aunt!! 💗

Vor 10 Tage
Mckenzie is cringyee
Mckenzie is cringyee

Stay strong your nails are so pretty btw 🖤🍁🍬🌽

Vor 10 Tage
georgina clark
georgina clark

I struggle myself with depression, so I know how you feel.  I am a mum and wife, and sometimes I just get so down.  Its awful.  You have to cut yourself off and its sucks. Big hugs xx

Vor 10 Tage
Milena Knežević
Milena Knežević

Listen to me, girl. You are beautiful from inside to outside 100% Please, don't ever let yourself to think otherwise. Others people negative opinions will never shape you as a person and who you truly are. And you are wonderful.

Vor 10 Tage
bigbadcow
bigbadcow

i cannot believe how brave you are in being so vulnerable and for trusting your subscribers with opening up when ppl like me can't even open up to friends in rl life. thank you so much for being so open. i can't believe how much i relate to you in every sense. from being depressed, to questioning attending college, i feel like i was meant to stumble upon ur channel. you're quickly becoming my fave youtuber and i just found ur channel today lol.

Vor 11 Tage
Bianca Saz
Bianca Saz

Hope you feel better soon ❤️

Vor 12 Tage
Maya Sivertsen
Maya Sivertsen

Sry, care

Vor 12 Tage
Maya Sivertsen
Maya Sivertsen

Carr

Vor 12 Tage
Maya Sivertsen
Maya Sivertsen

I know how hard it is, just so you know it, we all love you.💖❤️take carr

Vor 12 Tage
Cresencio Peña Molina
Cresencio Peña Molina

I get you and it's important to do what u need not always be doing videos.oh btw you look so beautiful

Vor 13 Tage
Becky Vasquez
Becky Vasquez

Why can’t she ever do a makeup tutorial of her full face ?

Vor 14 Tage
x_Hey_x *_*
x_Hey_x *_*

YOU come before anybody else

Vor 16 Tage
Briannz Dy
Briannz Dy

Feel u. I'm in the same fucking way.

Vor 18 Tage
littrealy
littrealy

Girl! I’ve literally have been feeling the same way for atleast 3 or 4 weeks! I’ve been incredibly sad, crying almost everyday for some reasons and just for no reasons for sometimes, unmotivated, and stressed. I FEEL you. Don’t feel alone. You got this.

Vor 18 Tage
Marta Petrone
Marta Petrone

I’m so sorry to hear you like that. I wish I could tell you it will get better, and most of the times it does but when you think it’s finally going okay, there’s a down again. What really matters is to keep going and to focus on the good rather than on the bad. Both love you and your videos 💕 Stay strong sweetie

Vor 18 Tage
Jem Reyes
Jem Reyes

Take care love! Has anyone ever told you that you look like sonia elsie?

Vor 19 Tage
Ki Ki
Ki Ki

Missed you tons and thank you so much for sharing with us! Please take your time and follow whatever makes you truly happy! You’re not alone, I totally understand too. Your raw honestly is something I look up to. I am always super thankful for the work you put into every single video you do! You are so amazing, strong, and appreciated~ ❤️❤️❤️

Vor 19 Tage
Selena Sanchez
Selena Sanchez

Tell me who did your nails!? Please 🙀 They look so pretty! Sending you lots of positivity and hope you have a great day 💛 Things will get better, take care of yourself girlie and stay strong!

Vor 20 Tage
ARMY Yandere
ARMY Yandere

I hope you feel better soon, I appreciate you sharing this side of yourself

Vor 20 Tage
Alexis Pugh
Alexis Pugh

Don't be sorry for expressing ur feelings. Whoever doesn't like it can kick rocks! Can u take a break from school to clear ur mind and focus on other things? Working out or yoga may help to clear ur mind. Hang in there girl...I hope u feel better soon 🙏🏾

Vor 20 Tage
Etn Uploads and theories!
Etn Uploads and theories!

Aww its okay take as long of a break as you need🙂❤️ I have depression too bad but it gets better‼️

Vor 20 Tage
Eve Mc Alinden
Eve Mc Alinden

Hopefully u feel better soon, can’t wait for ur new videos ❤️

Vor 20 Tage
Laura Dickinson
Laura Dickinson

Your helping so many other girls by sharing 💓 I used to struggle with the same thing. I'm guessing your maybe just starting your 20s and that's a rough time full of so much uncertainty and transitions.

Vor 21 Tag
America Murillo
America Murillo

Please don’t give up on the stuff you normal enjoy doing . I know it’s so hard to get up and do things when you are depressed . I’ve been there too and I still am there . It takes time to feel better but you will get there . As your subscribers we love you and support you . We will be here whether you are sick or not , depressed or not we will always be here for you. 😊💖💖

Vor 21 Tag
Karly Janisse
Karly Janisse

I relate so much ❤️

Vor 21 Tag
emma elizabeth
emma elizabeth

Girl I feel you so so much you don’t even know.

Vor 21 Tag
BTwo TheK
BTwo TheK

Hate to see you sad, but love your channel! Keep up the great videos and remember we all love you!

Vor 21 Tag
simplymandy
simplymandy

We love you Maddie keep up the good work you’re amazing💖

Vor 21 Tag
Kinley A.
Kinley A.

Take care of yourself and when you feel better you can try to start posting more and I will keep you in my prayers

Vor 22 Tage
melissa
melissa

i truly hope you’re doing okay maddie, i was getting so worried bc u weren’t posting. i just hope you take the time to feel better, you can get through this 💌

Vor 22 Tage
Yvonne Cruz
Yvonne Cruz

Thanks for sharing. You're definitely not alone. I get that way often. I appreciate your openness and hope you feel better soon.

Vor 22 Tage
Scopolamine E
Scopolamine E

Candy. Corn. Nails. The girl is an ICON

Vor 22 Tage
jmfitz
jmfitz

I can’t tell you how much you have helped me. I’m sure tons of other people would say the same thing. I struggle with depression and anxiety and I know that motivation follows action not the other way around so I’m proud of you for making this video even though you didn’t feel like it. I hope you’re feeling better. Btw you’re gorgeous and I’d love to see what your teeth haters look like lol

Vor 22 Tage
Gag Mo
Gag Mo

I wish you the best ,take care of yourself Maddie 💜💛

Vor 22 Tage
Lee S
Lee S

you’re never alone 💕 it’s not easy to wake up & be happy everyday. Thank you for everything you do for us, take care of yourself love ✨👑

Vor 22 Tage
Berenice Ramirez
Berenice Ramirez

What makeup sponge did you used? ❤️

Vor 22 Tage
Lily Beller
Lily Beller

I love your nails! Girl I stand with you no matter what

Vor 22 Tage
Mia
Mia

I love you so much 💜 I really hope you feel better soon. I understand. 💕

Vor 22 Tage
Shayla Mae
Shayla Mae

hey queen! we missed you ❤️❤️❤️

Vor 22 Tage
Sophie Burhenn
Sophie Burhenn

I’ve been going through a “funk” the past two weeks and it SUCKS... You’re gonna be okay girl.

Vor 22 Tage
elephntjr
elephntjr

a doing your Halloween makeup video sounds awesome!! so excited! and you can do this, i believe in you, i know a lot of your followers do and only want the best for you

Vor 22 Tage
Maria Medina
Maria Medina

I hope you’re able to get past this! We love you! ❤️

Vor 22 Tage
Amelia Smith
Amelia Smith

Holy shit so proud of you for making this video, thank you 💞

Vor 22 Tage
asdf ghjk
asdf ghjk

aww i’m so sorry girl, when you started crying i couldn’t stop myself from crying too. love the realness, and hope you feel better 💙

Vor 22 Tage
Andrew and Bre Martinez
Andrew and Bre Martinez

Praying for you 🙏🏻

Vor 22 Tage
Donald Trump Fucking Sucks
Donald Trump Fucking Sucks

Omg people talk shit about your teeth? Where they at? I just wanna talk. I actually love your teeth and your smile it was one of my fav features of yours! Anyway I hope you feel better we love you so much!!!!

Vor 22 Tage
Beauty Glow
Beauty Glow

💜💜💜

Vor 22 Tage
Breana Jessee
Breana Jessee

You’re doing amazing and it’ll get better, much love❤️❤️

Vor 22 Tage
Haunted Mushrooms ASMR
Haunted Mushrooms ASMR

I feel you, sweetheart. I get severe depression to the point I literally check my grades every week drop further and further down and literally can’t care. I don’t shower and I sleep about 2/3 of the day. I gain weight and I feel disgusting. I started uni way too soon and I frittered away my first two years and now when I need to study abroad to be with my partner who has cancer, I don’t have the grades. It’s a terrible feeling, BUT you’re right: everything DOES happen for a reason. I know it’s so easy to feel hopeless, but I promise it DOES get better and when you think things cannot get worse, THATS when life REALLY starts. It’s OKAY to be depressed, but my trick is to FORCE myself to do something. I make myself do it and then I reward myself by getting some food or taking a bath or buying myself a shirt. Force yourself to make a YouTube video and try telling us the things YOU need to hear when you’re the most depressed (words of encouragement, acceptance, gossip whatever) and I swear it’ll be therapeutic. ❤️❤️❤️ then treat yourself ❤️❤️❤️😚

Vor 22 Tage
Bee Bee
Bee Bee

Feel better. Sometimes the best thing to do is go to the doctor, medication can really help! (Been there, Wellbutrin worked wonders for me!)

Vor 22 Tage
Pamela Ortiz
Pamela Ortiz

I really missed you!!!! Please do more tutorials!!!! And you justralking about products like favorites videos, your videos are amazing

Vor 22 Tage
Emma Sheehan
Emma Sheehan

Girl I am going through the same thing and this helps me so much to hear this realness. I understand how you feel unmotivated. I want you to know you are not alone and there are so many people on this channel who support you and care for you.

Vor 22 Tage
Francisca V
Francisca V

You have so many skills on makeup, just love that and let it flow, it can give you the best gifts on life. Don let down, youre strong and the best on asmr for makeup

Vor 22 Tage
purist
purist

i love you stay strong☺️ im going through the same right now too and I’ve been off school for 2 months because of it but I wish you nothing but happiness x

Vor 22 Tage
miia
miia

We love you, Maddie!!

Vor 22 Tage
Lorna -A-
Lorna -A-

When you started to tear up i just wanted to give you a hug ❤

Vor 22 Tage
Madelyn Henson
Madelyn Henson

Girl, I totally feel you about college. I’m trying to take online classes this upcoming semester, but I don’t know how that will go until I talk to my advisor in a few weeks. I feel like there’s not enough hours in the day for me to focus on school and to care for myself and to do my hobbies. At my college, I’m surrounded by so many people that know exactly what they’re doing. Hearing about your experience makes me feel better that someone else feels the same.

Vor 22 Tage
kindabre
kindabre

i know exactly how you feel love. it’s okay and just know your feelings are valid. we love you ❤️ take all the time you need

Vor 22 Tage
AliyaGeorgia
AliyaGeorgia

Take the time you need to take care of yourself. You are more important than YouTube. Depression is a hard and lonely path to travel but just keep doing what you think is best for you and you will find your way ❤️

Vor 22 Tage
Léa Lam
Léa Lam

I send you a lot of love from my little village of France. Take all the time you need to feel better with yourself (don’t even know if that makes any sens 😭). We love you❤️❤️

Vor 22 Tage
Star Sanchez
Star Sanchez

Depression is hell, but I hope you feel better ❤️ I love your videos Nd you shouldn’t feel ashamed of your flaws, it’s what makes you, you🤟🏼 & if ANYONE has an issue with them, you obviously don’t need em in your life. I hope you feel better because I just loooooove your videos, & your flaws. You’re what makes me forget abt mine 💜💜 Can’t wait for your next video 😘

Vor 22 Tage
tina asmr
tina asmr

AWW BABY! YOU ARE HERE FOR US ALL THE TIME SO WHEN YOU NEED US WE WOULD BE HERE FOR U!!!!! YOU ARE SOOOOOOO BEAUTIFULL AND WE LOVE YOU!!💖

Vor 22 Tage
BilliejoTv
BilliejoTv

missed you! take your time, (mental) health comes first over anything. it’s okay not to be okay. i think showing this ‘side’ of you really let’s other people show it too, people who look up to you will realise that it’s okay to be depressed and not every day is gonna be a good day. there have been times where i feel like im living my best life and then other times where i just wanna crawl in a dark corner and never come out, it comes and goes but like you said, life doesn’t stop for anyone. but honestly, we love you and are here for you so just take your time, as long as you need! you’ll be okay xx💕

Vor 23 Tage
Shemsa
Shemsa

and honestly i HATE when ppl say pretty ppl can’t be depressed cause wtf does appearance have to do with the chemical imbalance in my brain??????

Vor 23 Tage
Shemsa
Shemsa

love u girl 💗💗💗💗 depression sucks ass. sometimes we feel weak inside and tired and depression just eats off of those weak moments. it takes time to heal and get back on the track but know it always ends at some point and u feel better. I’m the same way and don’t like opening up to ppl so the way i deal with it is try talking about it or just typing out my feelings on a notes app. it really helps

Vor 23 Tage
Amor Jordyn
Amor Jordyn

Post today lovee😘😘❤️❤️

Vor 23 Tage
Yoggi Hardi
Yoggi Hardi

Dont look back, keep forward. You can do it..!! 😘

Vor 23 Tage
Elena Angelica
Elena Angelica

Awww ilysm Head high bb xoxo Love ur nails omg slay 😍😍

Vor 23 Tage
Amelyss blog
Amelyss blog

Girl I understand you...To me the worst part is from middle of november all the way to christmas and the holidays and it's bc I'm so busy at school and I can't enjoy the snow and the lights...

Vor 23 Tage
Jacqueline Sanchez
Jacqueline Sanchez

I love u so much ❤️ ur one of my favorite asmrists and it's OK to take time off for yourself! You come before anyone else. You're happiness and mental health is so important! Ill be here to support u 100% of the way

Vor 23 Tage
hayhay
hayhay

I just wish you the best ❤️❤️❤️

Vor 23 Tage
Maria Espinoza
Maria Espinoza

I love your video

Vor 23 Tage
justasur_ S2
justasur_ S2

Your my favorite asmr youtuber.❤❤❤ Love you as always.🙏💕

Vor 23 Tage
Maddie DoesASMR
Maddie DoesASMR

I really hope you feel better and PLEASE MAKE VIDEOS IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY I not gonna lie when I saw you stopped posting it made me really sad so PLEASE make videos because if you love making videos it could make you feel better doing what you love xx

Vor 23 Tage
Maddie DoesASMR
Maddie DoesASMR

Take as long as you like off youtube as long as you’re feeling better, I really hope you get well soon and I wish you all the best

Vor 23 Tage
Chelsea
Chelsea

Hon I get what you’re going through and all I can say is to keep your head up and stay strong - I find that when I’m feeling at my lowest, doing something for someone else makes me feel better - even if it’s simply donating towards a charity or going to the pet shelter and playing with all the pets that have had it rough out there - I try to minimize my problems (although I know they are very real and valid ) and I try to concentrate on other things. Meditating helps me as well and watching ASMRtists like yourself 😊 one day I hope to start my own channel as well ☺️ by the way your teeth are adorable!! There will ALWAYS be haters we can’t help that but it’s up to ourselves to not give them the strength to bring us down to their level. Wishing you love and happiness xo

Vor 23 Tage
Love, Lauren
Love, Lauren

You’re absolutely stunning and I love your videos, you’re my favourite asmr YouTuber. I hope you start to feel better soon ♥️

Vor 23 Tage
Duygu Ucar
Duygu Ucar

Sensing lots of love and hugs! ❤😘

Vor 23 Tage
Lauren Coad
Lauren Coad

Okay but I feel like we're friends and it's freaking me out. Thank you so much for opening up, it made me tear up to hear that you've been struggling. We all love you!

Vor 23 Tage
sotiria kos
sotiria kos

I always love yor nails💅❤

Vor 23 Tage
saskia lily
saskia lily

aw maddie we’re here for you💗

Vor 23 Tage
veronica purcell
veronica purcell

Oh man, being such an empathic person makes this difficult to watch. You were so raw and real in this video and it hurts seeing you hurt the way you are. Depression can be debilitating. You have a beautiful soul and I have so much respect for you for speaking about this xxx

Vor 23 Tage
ASMR TWILIGHT
ASMR TWILIGHT

Nothing to be ashamed about Maddie, its a natural thing. STAY STRONG

Vor 23 Tage
Amy Lamy
Amy Lamy

Good to see you back maddie! We love you 💖 X

Vor 23 Tage
Shannen
Shannen

Hi Maddie! I missed you!! Love u sm thanks for sharing this with us xx

Vor 23 Tage
Shannen
Shannen

also im HELLA excited for the doing your Halloween makeup vid. can’t wait 😚

Vor 23 Tage
Isabel Federgreen
Isabel Federgreen

Hey girl! I totally feel you. I love love love your makeup vids. And I love that you’re trying to be honest. I’m a second year in uni and I feel the stress and depression and anxiety I have ocd and an eating disorder and with school everything just gets more intense. I’m sorry to hear you’re struggling too. It sucks your friend didn’t understand. I’m sorry I’ve had friends like that. Cut her out! Also, I would so love love love go see a Halloween makeup vid, not just a like face painting one because for whatever reason I don’t love those as much.

Vor 23 Tage
katie l
katie l

I've literally never commented on a video before because normally I think it's bs but I just wanted to say thank you for being open because I have depression too and it's so rare to see someone else being open about the same thing so thank you

Vor 23 Tage
Casandra Valles
Casandra Valles

Whoever disliked has no right because she’s just being honest which is great I’ve been feeling down lately it’s hard I hope you get better Maddie❤️

Vor 23 Tage
Sarah Relatable
Sarah Relatable

I just love you! I’m going through depression for the first time in my life after losing my child at 19 weeks pregnant. They have put me on a medicine which is helping. I also left my very stressful job. I say if you are happy doing YouTube and you are not happy in school, do what makes you happy now! I am 33 and worked in corporate America for years making great money and no degree. Now I want to go for esthetics and you could do that too one day or simultaneously with YouTube! Just my opinion from an old woman 😊 god bless girl.

Vor 23 Tage
Daisy arambula
Daisy arambula

It's ok to not be ok.

Vor 23 Tage
Carys J
Carys J

Who else thinks that ads on ASMR channels should also be in ASMR so we don’t all end up deaf??😂 Also, take as much time as you need Maddie, you’re what matters most after all x

Vor 23 Tage
true bear
true bear

I love this because nooo other YouTubER shows this or wants to talk about thus so thank you for sharing this because your shaking us the true you cause like other youtubers try to be all happy but in the real world you know there going throw some stuff so thank your for sharing this thanks you

Vor 23 Tage
Yocelin
Yocelin

I think it’s awesome that you even spoke about this. So many people are afraid to talk about depression because they don’t want to make it seem like they are complaining and the fact that you are talking about it and saying “life isn’t fair all the time” is great. Nobody should feel like their feelings are wrong. Mental health comes above anything and if you need to take a break once in a while you should, and you shouldn’t have to feel obligated to tell us because it is your life. ❤️

Vor 23 Tage

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